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Post by molly driver on Aug 12, 2008 14:50:29 GMT -5
 ` i would do anything to see it through
molly stood at the entrance to the great hall, arms still tucked around her inside her robes. nothing could make her feel better, at least, that's what her stubborn mind thought.
why was she standing there? well, she couldn't go in there. if she went in, she'd have to see him again. and, she didn't know if she could handle that, not right now.
looking around, molly let herself tuck one strand of hair behind her ear. she hadn't talked to anyone really in ages, though, she wasn't sure if she could or not. but there she was, standing where people where piling in for another meal. she didn't dare to look toward the windows down the hall, for she'd remember him, again. and, she wasn't able to handle that now.
she leaned against the large door, closing her eyes. what she was doing here was beyond her imagination, but no one would talk or come up to her. right?
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Post by maddison tepper on Aug 12, 2008 15:02:07 GMT -5
Snears, glares and somewhat, praise has been following Maddison around the school. She felt exposed to everybody, like that she was some type of homewreaker that just stepped into the whole 'Molly and Ryan' thing, when she had known Ryan for a while. Then there was the praise part, from the people that Maddi didn't quite understand, she didn't do anything to them, it was after the matter of what happened, not during it, or even before it to make them, well yeah. Everything was self explanitory in the fifth year's mind.
Looking down the table the raven haired girl suddenly lost her appitite as the food appeared. Looking to the door she sat there, tucking a strand of black hair behind her ear as she saw kids from all houses filing into the great hall for lunch. Right about now Maddison felt out of place, not that she had been walking around depressed like a select few in the school, but the snitch seemed to make her seem like this huge bitch that went inbetween Molly and Ryan. The thought of the two made shivers go up her spine, her and Molly were on bad terms, though they used to be extremely close, just that fact made things even worse about the whole, story and such.
Once everybody else settled down and started to eat Maddison pushed herself up from her spot, walking swiftly down the isle, making her hair flutter slightly behind her along with her robe. Pushing open a giant oak door, out of habit she looked to her side, stopping instantly. Great, now she could just walk away from the redhead, and be called even nastier names from people who were watching, or just talk to her. Maddison racked her brain for the answer, finally figuring what exactly she was going to do. Inhailing sharply she turned in her heels to face the girl "Are you going to do in there or just loiter?" she asked, almost innocently.
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Post by molly driver on Aug 12, 2008 15:17:04 GMT -5
` the final blow hits
"Are you going to do in there or just loiter?" molly looked toward the speaker, even though she knew who was talking. she did not want to talk to any one at the moment, especially maddison. and, even more not to her after she'd read the snitch.
"i can't go in there. and, i think you have a pretty good idea why," molly snapped, clutching herself tighter and tighter.
she couldn't believe how much they'd changed toward each other. molly really had no right to be mad at her in the first place, but she was. and, now, she couldn't care less if she hated her or not. molly resisted giving the students a show by running away, so she stood there, wanted to shrink into the door so no one would notice her anymore. so that no one stared at her anymore. so no one could laugh at her. so they couldn't comfort her, though it never worked.
but, no, she was there now, and there was nothing she could about it.
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Post by maddison tepper on Aug 12, 2008 15:30:54 GMT -5
"Yeah, because you know you'd make such a scene walking into somewhere to eat" Maddison said, shrugging. Leaning against the door she put her hands into her pockets of her robes. Molly was quiet, innocent, and actually she wasn't one to pick a fight at all. Right about now Maddi was less so, and after all it was Molly who started to hate on her in the first place, though Maddison knew that she would feel guilty later she continued to stand there, thanking god that the wood doors were heavy enough so both girls could lean against it without it coming open, then the whole great hall would want to know what was going on between the two, even if both girls hated eachother, they didn't want to cause a scene to anybody, especially to the whole school.
Maddison could tell that she was making Molly uncomfortable, just by the way she was standing and such. "Its not like your going to go into there and there's going to be a spolight that hits right on you, Katrina and Zoltin, possibly Chris could be getting more shit than you right now" Maddison said, shaking her head at Molly. She seemed to be a bit dramatic right about now, drama was never a good thing, especially when somehow Maddison was involved in it, maybe because after Molly she was one of Ryan's good friends that would actually understand, or at least listen to him, or that she just somehow got herself involved without really knowing.
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Post by molly driver on Aug 12, 2008 15:42:56 GMT -5
` i would do anything to see it through
"i don't mean that everyone would be staring at me," molly said, glaring at her. she sighed shaking her head softly. molly didn't think that anyone would really get why she couldn't go in there. it wasn't because of all of there stares, she could easily ignore those, but ignoring him would be another thing.
it seemed impossible, at least now when she felt like she did. but, she couldn't tell maddison that. she would be even more mad then.
wouldn't she?
"i really don't know why i came here in the first place," molly said, looking down at her feet. it had been a mistake, she knew that. she could have eaten in the common room, away from looking at ryan more than she could handle.
occ; sorry for the lame post. i had to hurry.
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Post by maddison tepper on Aug 12, 2008 15:53:47 GMT -5
Maddison stared at her for a minute, with a soft oh she looked back at her, a grin spreading across her face. "Ignoring Ryan huh? I think he's been skipping lunch with dumbass" she said with a shrug, Molly should get who she ment by the name. The two hung out a little too much sometimes, and it actually scared her quite a bit. Maddison looked up again, seeing that Molly was glaring, actually glaring. She had the urge to grin widly, but instead continue to just stand there, taking her hands out of her pockets and adjusting her bangs who's part didn't really want to stay at all.
The girl chuckled a bit, shaking her head. "You know why everybody is gossiping about you, its because your too damn innocent, walking around, talking all quiet and keeping to yourself. Hun you don't stand up for yourself" Maddison, practically cracking at Molly, but instead she kept a cool tone, or tried to at least, Maddi put her right hand back into her pocket, clutching it into a fist. Her gaze fell to the floor, at the same spot that Molly had been looking to. "Ryan's too shy too, its not like he's going to confront you or anything" Maddison said with another shrug. Both of them were shy, Molly was always shy, Ryan seemed to have exceptions.
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Post by molly driver on Aug 12, 2008 18:50:12 GMT -5
` just go, don't turn back
dumbass. she didn't have to think twice about who she was talking about. molly laughed softly, though she was still surprised maddison knew why she was avoiding going in there. though, she shouldn't be. they where close until she started liking ryan.
molly hated to admit it, but maddison was right. she never stuck up for herself. she just let what happened, happen. when maddison started to talk about how both ryan and herself where shy, she wrapped her arms around herself tighter. she wanted to get off the subject for ryan, while they where on it.
"yeah, i guess you're right," molly whispered. she normally would have said something witty back, but she wasn't in the mood. well, lately, she wasn't in the mood for anything really.
"but, i hate saying that," she added almost silently. it was quite true though, but molly was rarely rude to people. that is, unless she had to be.
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Post by maddison tepper on Aug 15, 2008 19:55:20 GMT -5
As Molly laughed a bit Maddison's eyebrow twitched unvoluntarily up. Even if the girl laughed Maddi could tell that she was somewhat suprised that Maddison knew, somewhat, what was going on in her mind. She should have, the two girls had been friends for a few years before, and she remembered exactly how Molly acted all through those years, sure, she wasn't as innocent. That was pretty obvious, mainly because Molly was the one that blew up in her face, not the other way around. Maddison knew how to push her buttons, and the way that the redhead was acting now she was going to, no doubt about that.
Maddison rolled her eyes. "No shit. Truthfully Molly, I bet I could yell something out that would make you want to crawl deeper into a hole and you wouldn't do a thing" Maddison said truthfully. Hell seeing Molly Driver blow up infront of her would actually make the ravenclaw quite pleased, chances are Molly would want to die after that, or she did want to already. Still, that was Maddison's goal, to piss Molly off instead of making her all depressed, it wasn't as simple as it seemed, having Molly being well, Molly.
The girl rubbed the back of her neck, shaking her head. That was until a coy smirk spread across her face. "I get it now, you don't want to go in there cause theres sharp object, and since your being so emo.." she rolled her eyes. Even if she cut her sentence short she figured that Molly would get it. Though it wasn't much of a serious thing, Molly was acting emo, that was just the way it was. and to Maddison that affected everybody around her, a good reason why Ryan was also being somewhat like her.
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